Friday, October 24, 2014


God the Father created the heart of man to hunger thirst adore and yearn for Himself. Until the heart does what it was created to do, it will be on an endless struggle to find it. But when it finally does find it's place of rest and belonging~nothing else will ever do.

The heart that belongs to it's Creator will no longer be obsessed with sports, entertainment, shopping, money, drugs, alcohol, sex, politics, and other worldly idols. It just won't! How can it when it's found it's niche; that perfect fit it's been longing for its entire life? It would be like a lawnmower being used for a floatation device or an automobile until one day it's used to cut grass and it feels right! It works so much better than all those years laboring at what it wasn't created to do!!

Jesus says we can't serve one (worldliness) without hating the other (GOD) He created our hearts so He knows! Our Father created our hearts with an intense need to worship and adore and He wants it to be HIM not our idols. This is one of the first things God teaches His children! Separation from worldliness. Luke 16:13

I believe this is what Jesus means when He says return to your first love. Rev. 2:4 We were created from His heart to be one with His heart and somehow (satan/sin) we got distracted and went searching all around for the key to unlock this love (God) and peace in our hearts.  There is only one perfect key that will fit and His name is JESUS~ 

Wednesday, October 22, 2014


Those anointed with God's Holy Spirit are kept by His power and they can't help but to be completely consumed and totally sold out for Christ Jesus! You can't convince me that man's will can push out the indwelling consuming fire of the Holy Spirit!!  Once God chooses His keepsake it's for good for He is NOT a fickle unstable God!! Our Father chooses us, we don't choose Him. John 15:16, John 10:28 Will we be perfect? NO. But we will be transformed daily into His likeliness the more we seek hunger and thirst after Him.

Those who don't have the Holy Spirit anointing are unable to see hear and know truth. Therefore it is the job of the anointed to speak TRUTH to all because #1) it is our duty/obligation/command and #2) we never know if we are entertaining angels (soon to be children of God's Kingdom!!!!) Hebrews 13:1-3

Noah was righteous for his day, only because he was anointed by God to do HIS will and purpose. Same with Jonah, Abraham, Moses, Deborah, Abigail (interesting story) and all other men/women used by God.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014


When we sin it breaks God's heart. It de-glorifies His name and the entire family of Christ. It gives our testimonies and words spoken zero weight. It creates hate doubt and unbelief for God in the unbeliever. It separates us from hearing God's voice and feeling God's presence. It makes the devil happy. It makes us blind to the truth. It hardens our heart. It sears our conscience. It's selfish. God hates it. It weakens our Spiritual armor. It hurts others we love. It creates division bitterness pain and anguish. It ruins lives. It steals destroys and sometimes kills.

It can teach life lessons to a willing heart. It refines purifies and purges a teachable/soft heart. It can become a testimony for others. It can glorify God if truly repented of and healed from. It can teach us to forgive the unforgivable just as we have been forgiven undeservingly by God. All sin is burdensome. Only God can deliver us from it IF we let Him. Confessed sin is forgiven sin.

Friday, October 17, 2014


Was it because Jesus and His followers didn't tell sinners things they wanted to hear so they could stay conformed to this world with no need of repentance?

Was it because when we hear of a neighbor who was caught in the act of adultery we would think of our own sin and wish for her to repent and sin no more instead of gossip slander and hate? John 8:7

Was it because we risk offending friends and family or losing our jobs and even our own life to stay true to Jesus and His Word?

Was it because we forgive and pray for the unforgivable offender, even those who hate, slander, hurt, and reject us instead of get revenge and gossip?

Was it because we may point out a sinful lifestyle to another in hopes to turn that person to Jesus in repentance? John 4:18

Was it because we would tell of how God desires us to worship in Spirit and Truth instead of demanding membership to a building? John 4:20-24 

Was it because Jesus was more concerned with building His eternal Kingdom (in hearts of men) instead of earthly kingdoms of prestige, fame and fortune?

Was it because Jesus sought the rejects, misfits, unattractive, and unwanted instead of the pretty, popular, religious, successful self-made man and the easily loved?

Was it because Jesus could see right through the flatterers liars and sin loving hypocrites seeking approval of man instead of God and a clean heart?

Was it because we care more about God's Kingdom and lost souls than worldly affairs, self- seeking pleasures, and comforts?

Was it because we speak of Jesus more than entertainment, sports, fashion, college, careers, sex, food, money and booze?

Satan is the god of this world deceiving many today. 1 John 5:19  He hates Jesus Christ and all of God's people. Therefore a true follower of Jesus will be hated by the world just as Jesus Himself was BUT He is still in the business of healing the blind and freeing the captives along with His true faithful servants. No matter how much they are hated~


Jesus offended those who didn't want to die to self (Love=selflessness) Jesus offended MANY in His day and still does today through His few faithful servants. Because love never lies, those who speak truth (God's Word) are offensive to the unregenerate carnal man (666) How? The Word of God is sharper than any two-edged sword and cuts as deep as the place where soul and spirit meet, the place where joints and marrow meet. God's word judges a person's thoughts and intentions. Heb 4:12

Carnal christians are not christians but worldly people under satan's authority bondage deception and power. There is no such thing as a carnal christian. Carnal is flesh and offensive to God. We need to die to flesh Gal. 5:24 and all it's desires in order to live the resurrected life with Jesus. Jesus died on the cross so WE (self) could die with Him bringing a new creation. 2 Cor. 5:17  Until then we are hopeless and hell-bound. This is not something man does it is ALL God and not until a man repents. Matt 4:17 Ask Seek Knock. Matt 7:7

Those who speak only the parts of God's Word that are pleasing to the flesh are not showing love (truth) but self-seeking lies because the promises and protection written are for God's children (those born of HIS Spirit) not carnal man (satan's unrepentant children.) They won't even understand the truth that is written or spoken because they are not of God but children of the devil!  John 8:43 When Christ makes His abode in us we know the mind of God and need no man to tell us who He is. 1 Cor. 2:16, 1 John 2:27

Those who refuse to offend sinners with truth such as gays and lesbians think they're showing godly love but are blinded by satan and actually working for satan not God. 2 Cor. 4:4  Their lies are are keeping them blinded from the truth John 8:44 which is the required new birth in Christ Jesus. It's a supernatural birth not a fleshy makeover!

We should never be shocked, however, at what the flesh does or says. There is NOTHING GOOD IN IT!  Romans 7:18  The devil wants God's servants to crumble when they yield to it, but Jesus does not. Ask Jesus to uproot it and burn it (selfish desires)~ Mark 11:23 then have faith that He will deliver you from it! Matt. 21:22 We are the only ones who give power to our flesh through unbelief fear and doubt, however Jesus tells us where the Spirit of the Lord (truth) is there is freedom. 2 Corinthians 3:17 Freedom from destruction, death, satan, and sin.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014


I remember a movie I loved before I repented and was still serving satan instead of Jesus, called "The Craft." It was about a group of high school witches. One was a "good" witch but one of them was a really evil witch and soon turned the other girls against her. They ganged up on her one day and tried to kill her so she went to a witches store that sold spells and told the owner how these mean wicked girls were out to kill her. The store owner took this "good" witch into a back room and took hold of her hands. She informed the young girl that her power within was extremely strong and she should not fear these other witches because the spirit in her could destroy them.

It's funny how God can communicate with us using things from our past like this movie, even though it was a wicked movie, God knew I could relate to it. Those who are anointed with the Holy Spirit are very powerful!! More so than any wicked spirit in this entire world that tries to come against us. Our Father wants us to know that and never forget it. The enemy can do nothing to God's anointed and nothing in this world should cause us to fear. NOTHING! Stand firm in Christ. Stay focused on Jesus. He is God almighty and ALWAYS in control.


Certainly, not everyone who speaks the things of God are saved. Many atheists and pastors alike can debate argue study and teach all day long about God whether true, false, lovingly or wickedly.
But those who are saved (born of God's Spirit) can't help but speak of heavenly Godly things. The difference? They exalt and glorify Christ~ not self or others and their heart is no longer tied to worldliness and earthly gain but the heavens above. 
God knows those who are His true sheep and those who are goats and wolves. The Holy Spirit is a discerning Spirit and when a person is born of HIS Spirit they also can discern false from true. Although, those who act as angels of light are much harder to discern than those who are obviously in love with this world and it's idols.
If your mind is not consumed with and your mouth does not confess much about Jesus and His glory you are not born of His Spirit and need to seek Jesus for salvation. He will NEVER turn away a heart that comes to Him in humility and honesty. Without being born of the Spirit we are unable to love and know God and will be consumed with this world and it's distractions.
What is the opposite of love? Selfishness. It is very selfish to not share Jesus with others and very unloving to withhold the truth about the only way to salvation. CHRIST. You can't shut up a true child of God when it comes to Jesus~
Colossians 3
1 If then you were raised with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ is, sitting at the right hand of God. 2 Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth. 3 For you died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. 4 When Christ who is our life appears, then you also will appear with Him in glory.

5 Therefore put to death your members which are on the earth: fornication, uncleanness, passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry. 6 Because of these things the wrath of God is coming upon the sons of disobedience, 7 in which you yourselves once walked when you lived in them.

8 But now you yourselves are to put off all these: anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy language out of your mouth. 9 Do not lie to one another, since you have put off the old man with his deeds, 10 and have put on the new man who is renewed in knowledge according to the image of Him who created him, 11 where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcised nor uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave nor free, but Christ is all and in all.

Matthew 7:15 "Beware of false prophets who come to you in sheep's clothing but inwardly are savage wolves. 

Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets Luke 6:26

John 10:12  The hired hand is not the shepherd and does not own the sheep. So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it.

Matthew 16:23
Jesus turned and said to Peter, "Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns."

Philippians 3:19
Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is set on earthly things.

Philippians 3:20
But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ,

Tuesday, October 14, 2014


The Holy Spirit is convicting many these last days! For all those who don't like my page and feel I am too offensive by not proclaiming God's mercy love and grace enough you are being convicted! Not by me but God Himself. What I speak are not my own words but straight from the Father and can be backed up by God's living Word.

How is proclaiming our need to constantly seek after Jesus offensive? It's not, but the consequences of NOT doing so are very offensive! God is warning.

I am who I am by the grace of God and there is nothing in this wicked world that means more to me than the will of my Father and to know His heart and mind more and more each passing day. I say nothing out of selfish ill gotten worldly gain. *Instead of telling me I'm offensive and to stop it, please just block me. God will always find another way to convict your heart*.

So if your offended by my words/posts then you have a heart issue and need to repent and seek Jesus instead of this world and never depend on your own understanding. I will never disobey my Father by keeping silent to appease the conscience of man. Our hearts are naturally wicked therefore we ALL need refining from God's Word. If we reject this we reject Jesus Christ and His love mercy and grace. True love always leads others to seek after, abide in, rely on, and depend upon Jesus alone for righteousness wisdom peace hope fulfillment joy and salvation. Anything else contrary is not love but hate.


When a person says, "God just wants me to be happy", you will know right away that their heart is far from Him, in other words they don't love and serve God with all their heart as He commands.
No where in the bible will you find one verse that says something like, "God just wants you to be happy, just live your life however you choose and God will wink at your destruction and rebellion against His heart". True happiness comes when a heart REPENTS & OBEYS JESUS. Jesus is trying to Help save you from destruction that's why He wrote His law upon the heart of every person (Hebrews 8:10) but so few obey Him and sadly most do end up self destructing and it breaks His heart because He doesn't want to be separated from any soul but most choose separation from God by their continual rebellion.

 If you truly believe within your Heart that God just cares if you're happy, What you're really saying is that you are offended at Gods commands, and that you're unwilling to be corrected and disciplined by Him, which means that you haven't repented and you haven't been going to Him for guidance and counsel, and that you don't love nor fear Him with all your heart and you aren't abiding in Him. What your heart is revealing is that you're happiness doesn't come from obeying Jesus but rather from disobeying Him and you're happy living your SELFISH life the way YOU want to live without even caring that you're hurting, neglecting and breaking Gods heart/commands and you're NOT concerned one bit about being held accountable to Jesus for all your thoughts, words and deeds and you need to Repent.

 Those who love Jesus know that God isn't concerned about their happiness but rather about what is best for their hearts and souls because THAT IS the REAL LOVE of a FATHER, and I wouldn't have it any other way, I am blessed to receive correction from my Lord. I have heard grown adults who have children of their own who claim that God doesn't want them upset or unhappy, really, so then what you're saying is that you will allow your children to do whatever they want just to make them happy? That's not love. Parents who don't discipline their children in the love of God and cannot even understand how to love and care for their own souls nor their children souls because of their own rebellion against God. Parents who lack knowing God, lack knowing how to discipline their own children in the right way and when I say discipline I'm not talking about beating your children (spankings, etc) because that is NOT discipline, it is abuse, real correction and discipline is done in Gods love by telling the child what they did was wrong and teaching them to do what is right by obeying Gods commands and learning to judge with His judgements so that they may be protected and learn from their wrong doings and may choose to do what is right and live. 

Those who continue to live after the lusts of their flesh (sinning against God) will surely die in their sins, but those who walk by Gods Holy Spirit shall live. Those who aren't going to Jesus for counsel and who continue to remain offended at His discipline and chastisement aren't loving their own souls and they cant possibly be loving and caring for their own children's souls, because they themselves have hardened their heart towards God and they need to repent. Jesus is the perfect Father with the perfect heart and perfect discipline who lives to protects His childrens souls by encouraging them and teaching them to OBEY HIS COMMANDS because that is what is right and holy.

(Hebrews 12:6)
For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth.

(1 Corinthians 11:31-32)
For if we would judge ourselves, we should not be judged. But when we are judged, we are chastened of the Lord, that we should not be condemned with the world.

(Psalm 94:12)
Blessed is the man whom thou chastenest, O LORD, and teachest him out of thy law

(Job 28:28)
Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding.

(Hebrews 12:6-13)
For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth. If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons. Furthermore we have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us, and we gave them reverence: shall we not much rather be in subjection unto the Father of spirits, and live? For they verily for a few days chastened us after their own pleasure; but he for our profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness. Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby.
Wherefore lift up the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees; And make straight paths for your feet, lest that which is lame be turned out of the way; but let it rather be healed.

Read Isaiah 53 with Jesus, and ask Him for understanding to learn how GOD HIMSELF didn't turn away HIS OWN chastisement, by choosing to become the perfect sacrifice for mans sins that man may choose to repent. JESUS doesn't command anyone to do anything that HE HIMSELF isn't already obeying, GOD obeys His own law/commands. CHOOSE LIFE, CHOOSE TO OBEY JESUS.


The wrath of the Lamb;
Revelations 6:15 "And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains;
16 And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:
17 For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand?"
There will come a day when those who are not in covenant relationship with Christ, will no longer mock the King of Glory. There will come a day when they will no longer utter forth their vain and vexatious arguments against the Living God. There will come a day, sure and certain, when men will, no longer with bored deception, rely on an unholy presumption of Christ's "unconditional love".
The day will arrive when men will not hide their rebellions under a twisted and unbiblical grace, but they will rather the mountains fall on them than they face the wrath of the lamb. But there will be no hiding from One who is Judge of all, who sees all and who knows all.
Many will be shocked on that day.
Not just the atheist or the agnostic or the professor of non Christian religions, but also those who with stunned realization see that their acceptance of the words of lying preachers rather than the words of God, has sealed their doom...forever.
Until then the twice born, blood bought children of God continue, with patience and robust love, to utter the warning; that others may, like them, acknowledge their sin, accept Christ's selfless sacrifice and rest too in the assurance that they have been forgiven, redeemed and received into the household of God.

And from all the signs, that fearful day may not be far off.

Monday, October 13, 2014


Love is telling people the Truth of God's Word, caring for their souls; not, keeping silent while they disobey God, corrupt society, and in the case of many homosexuals, target our children. 

Few Catholics care to pay attention to the fact that over 50% of their priests are homosexuals. If you want to hear some disturbing facts about Catholic priests, listen here. Jesus NEVER told anyone to keep silent about sin. Jesus told his disciples ... not witches ... not homosexuals ... not false prophets ... not abortionists ... but His disciples, to love one another. 

There is no love in the sinful world. Jesus NEVER taught us that love is compromise towards wickedness and evil. The world is filled with false thinking and Satanic lies. There is no greater lie of Satan, than for people to claim that Jesus would never criticize someone's false religion or wicked practices. Jesus continually rebuked the religious leaders of his day, even physically turning to violence to remove them from the synagogue (John 2:15). 

Let me ask you a question? Do you think the Apostle Paul was being "loving" when he called non-Christian teachers "accursed" in Galatians 1:9? I can hear you now, saying to Paul, "You have no right to condemn someone else's religion!" Only a lost soul bound for Hell would speak such a foolish statement. 

Acts 4:12 declares that salvation is found ONLY in the name of JESUS; not Buddha, not Confucius, not Sai Baba, not Muhammad, not the Pope, not Mary, not Luther, not Joseph Smith, not Mary Eddy Baker, not Ellen G. White, not Herbert Armstrong, not Charles Taze Russell, not in any name other than the name which is above every other name (Philippians 2:9,10)--JESUS!

Yes, we should love each other as Christians, but we must NEVER accept the person of the wicked. We should love others with Christ's love, but never compromise by accepting their vile sins. We should preach the Gospel to lost sinners in love. We should preach against sin with sincere concern for the souls of others, even if it offends them. 

The Truth has always offended the guilty. By the way, every Christian is to share the Gospel with others, not just fulltime Christian workers (Matthew 28:19,20; Proverb 11:30). The world is going to Hell, what are you doing about it? A lukewarm worldly carnal christian will stay silent and condone deny and defend what breaks God's heart.


If Jesus were to come down from Heaven to walk with you for a day would anything change? Would you watch and do the things that consume your everyday normal activities? Would you act and speak differently? Would you treat people differently?  Would you share Him with others or keep Him all to yourself? Would you sit and ask Him questions or would you show off with all your religious garbage? Would you say and do to please others or Jesus? Offend God or man?

Would these changes be because of the law or because you love Jesus and don't' want to offend the Father? Many are claiming Jesus as their Lord and Savior and claiming to have His HOLY Spirit living within them so I have to ask. Do you live like Jesus is with you everyday? ( Because He is!) This is not about being perfect, it's ALL about being intimate, being One with Jesus Christ and allowing HIM to consecrate us from the worldly affairs and self gratification of the flesh.

Are you quenching rejecting ignoring and grieving the Holy Spirit? This is not legalism. It is absolute love adoration and obedience towards our Heavenly Father.

Sunday, October 12, 2014


These are ways to know if you have CHRIST's SPIRIT in you JOHN 3:3 ~By J.C. Ryle

1. you will begin to want to read the Bible--and to stop doing other things that would keep you from or distract you from it

2. you will seem to appreciate the Bible more and to even understand it better

3. you will not want to sin against GOD WHO created you and loves you because you no longer want to hurt His feelings

4. you will care for the things GOD cares for: people lost and going to hell and how to reach them--you will even view things in the world as trivial compared to reaching others for CHRIST so that they don't fall into eternal hell--other's people's souls will be more important to you than watching droning and infantile TV shows and movies.

5. secular materials, movies, TV will be offensive to you because they have anti-Christ and worldly viewpoints: pursuing prosperity, wasting time, hurting others for your own gain, etc. etc.

6. you will want to KNOW GOD--truly KNOW HIM--you will want to find out all about HIM--what HE likes, dislikes, cares for, what HE eats for breakfast

7. you will cherish GOD's views, HIS perspectives, HIS desires, HIS goals and you will want to have the same views, perspectives, desires, goals--that's called being in GOD's Will (you can ask to be in HIS Will everyday by the filling of HIS SPIRIT)

8. you will want to spend eternity with and getting to KNOW this GOD

9. you will want others to have this same perspective because you love your neighbor as yourself

10. you will hate the things GOD hates: unforgiveness; worldly views/perspectives; sinning against GOD which is rebellion/witchcraft; hurting GOD

11. When you do sin and mess up you will want to set things right between you quickly because you won't want to lose your connection to GOD and your right-standing with HIM--so you will want to repent and plead for right-standing with GOD so you can stay close to HIM.

12. You will be persecuted by those around you because their anti-Christ spirit will reject your HOLY SPIRIT-filled spirit--but GOD will give you the understanding to forgive and love anyway and to desire for their salvation also because without grace you would be lost and have been in those shoes before too.

13. You will fear GOD above everything else and because you fear GOD, you will fear sinning against HIM--you will also know that when you are right with GOD--HE is the most powerful advocate there is and ALL other things that you formally feared no longer cause you to be tormented bringing you incredible peace--the peace that passes all understanding the Bible says.

14. You may experience Spiritual gifts and most likely will: hearing GOD's Voice; dreams; visions; other languages both earthly/heavenly; etc. These will be given to you to build your faith and to reach and help others. Once you have this light--you have a big responsibility to reach out to others to help them find the narrow path that few find. You will be driven by an inner desire to see others saved--that is the HOLY SPIRIT in you.These are only some of the "signs" that the LORD has come into your life to make your spirit HIS home.
Are you born again?

Friday, October 10, 2014


The world sees Christmas Day as a religious holiday. How does God the Father define religion?  James 1:27 Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world. What % of the world's population do you think celebrates this "religious holiday" the way that is acceptable to the Father? Do you think God is pleased to see Christ's Name stamped on this day as "religious?" You see, we can never rely on our own understanding and what the world accepts as right and true. We must see what God's Word/heart says. If we want to justify in our minds what we think is right and true vs. what God thinks we are not following Jesus down the narrow less traveled path. Instead we are following our own hearts desire and the world (enemy to God) down the easy well worn wide path to destruction. Satan is deceiving sooooo many and the few are becoming fewer. Stop listening to the world and your own heart and seek Jesus because He will tell you how this worldly celebrated "religious" day grieves and angers Him so very much.  Maybe you do celebrate Christmas in the form of religion that God accepts? You are one in a million. May God bless you always~


Sister Kaycee-lee wrote~

When a person repents of their sins and begins to draw near to Jesus by seeking and abiding in him daily and applying his heart/law/commands to their life daily, this is when they step from the broad path of sin/deception/lies that leads to destruction/hell and onto the narrow path of righteousness/obedience/truth that leads to life/heaven. Satan HATES to see this. He HATES to see a person growing closer to Jesus because he KNOWS that they will find truth and every RIGHT way in JESUS and therefore they are able to be loosed from HIS grip and freed from every FALSE way that he has used to decieve them. It means this person will delivered from the bondage of sin he has kept them in because they will be growing in the wisdom and knowledge of God to understand how to overcome sin/the flesh to walk by the spirit and how to overcome satan by learning his tactics that he uses to keep them in that sin. I have learnt that it is when a person reaches the point of Jesus coming out of hiding for them, showing them truth, bringing them OUT of deception and allowing them to start growing in his wisdom, knowledge, discernment and understanding after seeking him with all of thier heart for a time, that is when satan will come full strength and do anything in his power to knock that person off of the narrow path to bring them back onto the broad path again and he will do this by tempting you, tormenting and confusing you mentally, planting seeds of doubt by lying to you etc etc. Jesus actually allows satan to do these things as a way to test that persons faith to see what they will do during those times. Jesus wants to see if this person will place their trust in HIM and what he has taught them THUS far and if they will remain obedient and continue heeding to his voice or if they will give the battle up, believe and heed to the voice of satan instead. This is spiritual warfare, there is a very real battle in spirit going on for your soul daily. If you are drawing near to Jesus and clinging to him everyday then you will be well aware of this battle because you will be fighting through it daily as you are called to do and if you are not aware of this battle and you are not fighting for your soul daily then you are currently still in a spiritual slumber and on the broad path to destruction and Jesus is calling you to repent and turn to him with all of your heart because you are not abiding in him and your soul is in a dangerous place. 

Jesus has taught me that in many cases when a person starts to seek him diligently daily with all of their heart and they begin to learn and grow in him this is when they start to experience this severe spiritual warfare/attacks from satan and it actually scares many people off from Jesus because they dont understand what is happening to them and what is taking place in spirit but they KNOW that it is there and that SOMETHING is happening. Satan actually convinces people who are on the narrow path and going the RIGHT way that they are not and that they have been decieved by a demon ("Jesus") when they havent. Satan plays games and manipulates a persons mind who IS in the truth by getting them to believe this lie because of the battle and the fiery trials they go through that they "COULDNT POSSIBLY" be going through if they were abiding in JESUS who IS love/peace/joy right?! But even though a person who is walking with Jesus DOES have the love, peace and joy of God that doesnt mean they are NOT going to be tried and tested. A person must endure through much tribulation to enter into the kingdom of God (Acts 14:22) One thing Satan does is he will use those who he has already deceived to convince a real seeking sheep who is on the right path that they are not on the right path. I know that if these people knew they were being used in this way and knew what they were doing they would not be doing this so I do have compassion on them because they REALLY dont know what they do. I know and understand how satan works in this way when using people to decieve and discourage his real seeking sheep because of my own experience going through this and Jesus revealing this truth to me. 

There was a time where i hadnt yet grown so much in Gods discernment and i nearly left and stopped seeking Jesus all together because I constantly had satan and people he used telling me that I was in sin for speaking out about all Jesus was teaching me because it was "false" and i had been "decieved by a demon". They were telling me Jesus was a demon and everything I was learning/seeing in spirit was coming from a demon and not from Jesus. So me being a somewhat new seeker at the time, i of course freaked out and humbled myself before Jesus crying out for more truth, discernment and confirmation to know for sure if it was really him i was abiding in and he blessed me with all of this only AFTER i repented for doubting him. I was doubting Jesus for a few days and was even little fearful of talking to him INCASE he was in fact a demon. I felt nothing but emptiness and spiritual seperation in this time and when I did talk and seek Jesus in this time he was quiet with me because knew I was doubting him and all he had taught and shown me which proved to him my lack of faith and trust in him. I really WAS seeking him diligently daily, submitting myself to him and striving to obey his commands daily before this, I was and i still am to this day so he WAS/IS teaching me and what i post IS what I am hearing from Jesus but yet people were telling me this was demonic. I didnt understand why people were saying these things to me at the time because everything made sense to me, what he was teaching me lined up with the word (because he gave me his understanding behind it) and I was obeying/loving/seeking him just as we are commanded to do.. but i was scared anyway. When you are told something so much you begin to believe it yourself. Thankfully i didnt fall for this lie but sadly i do know people who have that WERE on the narrow path and have now completely fallen away and are back in and of the world in wilfull sin because they believed and obeyed the voice of satan, rejected and blaspheme God and so Jesus let them believe a lie because they betrayed him and did not believe in him. Jesus taught me so much from this whole experience. He taught me that the people that satan use to discourage and decieve those who are actually of God are used because they themselves are decieved and do not know Jesus. They are not diligently seeking Jesus to even know and discern his spirit and to understand the scriptures and the things of the spirit and they are not obeying his heart/law/commands. Jesus gave me the eyes to see this and his knowledge and discernment to know and understand this. Jesus wants you to know and understand that if a person is seeking him diligently with all of their heart DAILY, submitting themselves to him DAILY and obeying the commands he gives them DAILY, then the same things WILL happen to them because satan wants to bring you DOWN if you are going the RIGHT way and if you are on the RIGHT path and Jesus wants you to know that all of this IS COMPLETLY NORMAL and BIBLICAL. Ask Jesus to allow you to grow in his discernment so that you can discern the different spirits and know the difference between the voice of God and the voice of satan. Jesus loves you so much he does not want you to be deceived. Seek Jesus for HIS understanding behind the following verses.

1 John 2:18-22

18 Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time.

19 They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us.

20 But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things.

21 I have not written unto you because ye know not the truth, but because ye know it, and that no lie is of the truth.

22 Who is a liar but he that denieth that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist, that denieth the Father and the Son.

James 1:2-12

2 My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;

3 Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

4 But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.

5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.

6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.

7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.

8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways

9 Let the brother of low degree rejoice in that he is exalted:

10 But the rich, in that he is made low: because as the flower of the grass he shall pass away.

11 For the sun is no sooner risen with a burning heat, but it withereth the grass, and the flower thereof falleth, and the grace of the fashion of it perisheth: so also shall the rich man fade away in his ways.

12 Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.

1 Peter 4:11-14

11 If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God; if any man minister, let him do it as of the ability which God giveth: that God in all things may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom be praise and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

12 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:

13 But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.

14 If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified.

Luke 8:13

13 They on the rock are they, which, when they hear, receive the word with joy; and these have no root, which for a while believe, and in time of temptation fall away.

1 Timothy 4:1-2

4 Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;

2 Speaking lies in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron

Ephesians 6:10-13

10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.

11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

1 Peter 5:8

8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour

Thursday, October 9, 2014


Jesus prayed to the Father that we may be One with Him as He and the Father are One. One Spirit heart and mind. Ephes. 4:4 There is nothing more intimate than being one with another just as with marriage between a husband and wife. Sadly the human mind equates intimacy as lust and only physical. God has shown me much about how he views intimacy with His children through our earthly marriages.

God hates the silent treatment and being spoken to only when seeking blessings and favor. He hates empty words; meant to not offend but only to flatter for fear of discomfort. God wants honest heart felt communication not empty chatter! 

When we become one in marriage we enjoy each others company but some drift apart (lack of communication) and get bored only to look elsewhere for attention and fulfillment. A lot of believers do this with God. They stop coming to Him for fulfillment but look to the world, which is committing spiritual adultery against a jealous God! Just as a spouse going outside of the marriage (emotional or physical) is adultery.

Spiritual intimacy is nothing of the flesh! When we become one with Christ we will also become one with others who are of One Spirit and mind. The flesh can not understand this intimacy because it is pure. Untainted by sin. That is why a born again believer who is ONE with Christ will not enjoy zoning out to the T.V. and other worldly entertainments and people like they once did because they are no longer separated from the Holy God but in perfect unity as One. Forever. And they can't help but want to share this with others instead of silently deny Him.

John 17 Jesus prayer for all believers
21that they may all be one; even as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be in Us, so that the world may believe that You sent Me. 22"The glory which You have given Me I have given to them, that they may be one, just as We are one; 23I in them and You in Me, that they may be perfected in unity, so that the world may know that You sent Me, and loved them, even as You have loved Me.…

Tuesday, October 7, 2014


This is such a convicting verse for me because I have sinned since being born of the Spirit. Not just a little sin but a big one. I hurt God and those I love with my sin. And i get this verse thrown in my face almost everyday for it and it grieves me so much. All I can say is without Jesus I am nothing and can do nothing. Knowing what I once was and who I am now I would rather shrivel up and blow away than lose my anointing. But I was weak, and I let my Father down bringing shame to His Name. However, I will not let this keep me down and I will not stop proclaiming my love and dependance on Jesus and knowing that He sees through every heart motive and intention is the only thing keeping me going because if It were the grace and mercy of man I relied and depended upon I would have been burning in hell long ago. Stay strong in Christ, He knows who His true sheep are and who the fakes are.

1 John 2:4  King James Version (KJV)
4 He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him

My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous One: 1 John 2:1

Friday, October 3, 2014


In the beginning was a holy holy God who so desired companionship He decided to start a holy holy family. He had angels but they didn't have the ability to feel emotions as He did so He created man in His own image, then a woman from his rib so they could be united as one and create many more giving God a family.

They walked and talked many days in God's beautiful holy land but one day His human companions wandered away for some time and got themselves into trouble. They ended up catching a disease causing them blindness and heart failure which caused the holy God to cast them out of His perfect holy land.

God was grieved and missed them greatly but because of His holiness and their deadly disease He had no choice but to send them on their way to start their own lives without His presence. They had a family and their kids had a family and God's creation of man grew and grew and the cancer grew and grew until God couldn't stand the corruption and wickedness anymore. He destroyed His beautiful creation to start all over again yet He saved a remnant of humans because He did not want to destroy human creation. God still wanted a family and had a plan to rescue them from this awful disease.

God chose a people to call His own and taught them His perfect ways to keep them from misery and death. But they too started to fall away from Him because of the genetic heart disease. They were unable to keep His perfect way of life. Certain men God would put His Holy Spirit into so they would be able to obey His commands and lead the people to His will, which was for their own good but their diseased hearts only saw what they thought was good; when in reality it was only leading to death.

God always tried to teach and warn the people of the enemies lies and tactics and to follow His ways and perfect law but they couldn't and wouldn't. The enemy blinded them and they were weak. God knew He had to come down to earth as a human to break this cursed disease by leaving a door way back to Himself and His perfect Holy Land. 

Of course the enemy didn't know God's perfect plan but tried very hard to stop the destruction of this cancer from being done because he knew without this cancer his days of fun were over and the humans would be free to be with the perfect holy God forever as they were in the beginning.

God's plan came to pass perfectly and now every human being on earth has a way back to the Father freeing them from the cursed disease and death! All they must do is believe in what God did, and seek Him continuously because the enemy would turn up the heat to turn their hearts and minds away from this doorway back to the Father. 

When God died on the cross and was resurrected creating the doorway back He gave His Spirit to live within the human instead of in a box or building like the days of old before He came to earth as man. Now the human has the power of the living God to obey, believe, and do as the Father wills. They no longer need a man to lead and teach them about God. Although the enemy is very clever and tries telling humans they still must work (distraction) to get right with God instead of believing in, relying on, and submitting to the cure God already provided. Christ.

So now we have humans running around busying themselves (distraction) to do what God already did! Instead of seeking God and His righteousness they are seeking self righteousness which leads to death. They focus on their behavior instead of the Christ, the anointing, power to be One with God. They want to take all the credit God deserves for breaking the curse. They are looking outward (churches, pastors) instead of inward(Holy Spirit) for God's peace and acceptance. 

The enemy tells others to believe God loves them so much they are free to do as they please and that the disease is really not a disease but is good and acceptable by God (deception) because God came down to die in their place so they can now relax.  As long as they appease God with good works (distraction) they deserve the Holy Land inheritance without the effort of seeking and obeying God's heart.

The enemy also spreads the lie that God caused the disease and causes all the wicked suffering in the world therefore is not a loving God who wants only the best for them. When it was man all along that departed from God and His protection causing all the ruin we see around us. 

The enemy has his own army in the world working with him against all of God's family and God expects those who love Him to keep seeking and believing in Him no matter what the enemies armies say and do. He wants them focused consumed and possessed with Himself so that they can come back home to spend eternity with their Father and Creator who loves them more than anything. God knows it is a war zone His children battle daily, and wants us to look to Him for direction and comfort. 

Only those who endure until the end (by SEEKING) are worthy of God's Holy presence but those who want to stay entangled with the enemies playground will not. And this grieves God to lose His children to the enemy. But from the beginning God gave the human free will to chose life or death(tree of good/evil or tree of LIFE). God or man/satan/666. We have no excuse or anyone to blame but ourselves if we chose death as God provided a Way for all. Jesus Christ. 

Thursday, October 2, 2014


IT IS FINISHED! Does not mean for you to make yourself at home in this world. If you feel at home in this world and the world loves you as its own you don't know Jesus! Jesus came to bring us back with Him to HIS Kingdom not to stay fixed and focused on this world and our problems. Jesus wants to give us LIFE and freedom from the bondage of sin. Those who are unrepentant in their sins are like a man shackled to the foot of satan. Think about it. This is deep! You don't hear this in church because the Father has departed from those self exalted man made religions. Walk through the door to freedom and leave this wicked world to it's destiny of doom death and despair. 


When Jesus said, "It is Finished" He meant HIS work was finished. Jesus made it possible for mankind to find their way back to the Father.. Most people think it means Jesus did all the work for us and all we have to do is claim His Name and we are saved. WRONG! We must Ask Seek and Knock to enter into that door! Seeking Jesus everyday not just Sunday at church. Only those who are seeking Jesus daily will know Him intimately and are worthy of being in God's presences when they die. Matt 7:23

The closer our walk with Christ the more God consecrates us. He calls us out from the ways of this world. It takes EFFORT on our part to seek Jesus in a world full of distraction!  If the world loves you; you are not of God. The world is heavily influenced by satan NOT God. John 15:19-20

Seeking Jesus is not works but is necessary for salvation. For without Him we can do nothing. John 15:4-6

The path is very narrow and few are walking it. Why? Because the cares, worries, pleasures, love and lies of this world are keeping MOST from the Door/Jesus. The devil has so many deceived and knows his days are short but he will be laughing at those who are suffering in hell right along side him for rejecting the greatest love of all. Jesus. The Way to truth and life. AskSeekKnock John 10:9


I always had low self esteem growing up and most people suffer from this because they gave in to believing what they were labeled as children. That's how a child's mind works; like a sponge they absorb everything they hear especially hurtful words from an abusive parent, sibling, teacher, friend, neighbor, etc.

Alcohol became my best friend and strength at functions or parties.  One year we threw a halloween party but before the party I drank so much liquor I ended up on the front lawn passed out in my own vomit before the party even kicked in! I remember laying out in the cold hearing the voices and laughter from inside the house and my neighbor had to call his dog off because he was licking up my vomit. All I remember thinking was "Why won't someone come carry me inside to bed?" I wanted to die. 

I thank God every morning I wake up for no more hangovers; hating and wondering what I did or said the night before. My mind is sharp now. I'm actually very wise which I've never been labeled as in my entire life! My Father Jesus says I now have His mind and He is teaching me sooooo much that this world hates to hear but my Father says to tell them anyway because it's for their own good. 1 Corinthians 2:16

Thank you Jesus for setting me free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2014


Happiness is based on circumstance and we all know life is not one big happy circumstance. Real peace and joy is only found in Christ who delivers even in unhappy circumstances. There is nothing wrong with being happy until you expect it in order to be content. I would rather have eternal peace and joy within than a moment of happiness based on circumstance. This is why most people are on a life-long quest for the constant happy high. 

Whether it's buying things, drug induced, sex induced or human praise they need to fill the void. When we become one with Jesus we don't crave these fake imitation highs because we have the ultimate high (anointing) that never ends. Those who know Jesus personally know this whole world is blinded by satan keeping them deceived and distracted by their idols and quest for the void that only Jesus can fill. 

1 John 5:18 We know [absolutely] that anyone born of God does not [deliberately and knowingly] practice committing sin, but the One Who was begotten of God carefully watches over and protects him [Christ’s divine presence within him preserves him against the evil], and the wicked one does not lay hold (get a grip) on him or touch [him].

19 We know [positively] that we are of God, and the whole world [around us] is under the power of the evil one.

20 And we [have seen and] know [positively] that the Son of God has [actually] come to this world and has given us understanding and insight [progressively] to perceive (recognize) and come to know better and more clearly Him Who is true; and we are in Him Who is true—in His Son Jesus Christ (the Messiah). This [Man] is the true God and Life eternal.

21 Little children, keep yourselves from idols (false gods)—[from anything and everything that would occupy the place in your heart due to God, from any sort of substitute for Him that would take first place in your life]. Amen (so let it be).


How is it when we become One with our Creator God our world comes crashing down? We loose friends and family and everyone who once tolerated and preferred our addictions, selfishness, trashy mouth and wicked lifestyle now hates who we've become? They want us to go back to who we were before Jesus opened our eyes to the truth and asked us to follow Him instead of the crowd. Does this not show us how God's way is so different from man's way? Do pastors today teach this? That God's way will turn your life upside down? That surrendering all to Jesus will cause you to lose even loved ones who don't want to change? Is this truth unloving to speak of? Do we try to win people to Christ by hiding this fact? Should we speak of God's love to bring others to Christ and leave out the parts of needing a heart transplant? Or the part of holiness and righteousness means more to the Father than our comforts, fleshy desires, and pursuit of happiness? 

Those who hate what we've become hate the light/Jesus because they love the darkness/sins. They don't want to change and someone who is living for Christ shows them their own hearts condition and it scares them. Until they too surrender, submit, and give up their lives to Jesus it will be like oil and vinegar. Seperation. Division. The One who came to give His life out of love for all mankind is hated by those who love their lives sins and idols more than the only way to a true life of freedom.  Jesus.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014



I want a new drug
One that won't make me sick
One that won't make me crash my car
Or make me feel three feet thick

I want a new drug
One that won't hurt my head
One that won't make my mouth too dry
Or make my eyes too red

One that won't make me nervous
Wondering what to do
One that makes me feel like I feel when I'm with you
When I'm alone with you

I want a new drug
One that won't spill
One that don't cost too much
Or come in a pill

I want a new drug
One that won't go away
One that won't keep me up all night
One that won't make me sleep all day

One that won't make me nervous
Wondering what to do
One that makes me feel like I feel when I'm with you
When I'm alone with you
I'm alone with you, baby

I want a new drug
One that does what it should
One that won't make me feel too bad
One that won't make me feel too good

I want a new drug
One with no doubt
One that won't make me talk too much
Or make my face break out

One that won't make me nervous
Wondering what to do
One that makes me feel like I feel when I'm with you
When I'm alone with you
I'm alone with you



The wrath of God will be much much worse than what is coming over the horizon. The calamity we are soon to face is not caused by God but allowed by God. Man is destroying himself due to his constant rebellion to God over the years. This is all brought on by our own willful sinful rebellion just as with a teenage rebel who's foolish choices finally catch up to him.

The wrath of God is for those who refuse to repent and turn from their sins and idols for comfort and safety instead of to God. Those who have fully repented and rely fully on Christ instead of clinging to this worlds idols will NOT suffer the wrath of God.

They will however be in the world to witness mans self made destruction and they will be the ones full of peace contentment and wisdom from the Christ within not looking for an outward savior because they know where the Kingdom lives. The temple made without hands will be protected and secure giving glory to God because they do not fear what can not be shaken and a deeply rooted child of God can not be shaken whether in drought or flood.

Those who are seeking outwardly for a savior will be fooled and deceived when the antichrist rises up as a savior and sadly many will take his mark while denying Christ Jesus. Now is the time to
Seek Ask Knock