Friday, April 24, 2015


We must be careful in how we speak to others especially God's anointed. I'm guilty of not controlling my tongue and God has been convicting me of my need to rely on Him in order to tame it and never to curse condemn or judge others unrighteously. It's one thing to rebuke, correct, and redirect another but to call someone the devil or tear down with hate speech is highly offensive to God. Jesus said to confess our sins daily to the Father but our Father will not hear us if we have offended one of His children without repenting to them first. I get called satan's child almost everyday but God has been gracious in enabling me to forgive them and truly rejoice in knowing I am blessed because of it. However, those who are doing the false accusations need to repent or they are in danger of hellfire. The tongue is the most destructive dangerous weapon but especially against ourselves and there is not one who is innocent. We all must confess daily that Jesus will purge pluck and burn the strong desire in our tongue to murder with it. Teachers of the law who think their self righteous law keeping efforts are accepted by God are greatly mistaken because their tongues have the most poison of all which causes them to do the very thing they condemn others of doing. Breaking God's law/heart. 

Saturday, April 18, 2015


Just what is a trumpet blower? Someone who warns of God's wrath and judgement upon the land. Someone who tells all to REPENT, To turn their hearts to the Lord and love Him with their whole heart mind soul and strength while turning from their idols and wicked selfish ways. THEY POINT TO CHRIST!  It is NOT someone who preaches the law or condemns others to hell! It is not someone who puffs themselves up by tearing others down. It is not someone who chants war or kill or destroy. They are sent of God. The trumpet blowers are often hated by many because most don't want to give up their idols and surrender their wills to a holy righteous God. The hardest thing for man to do is lay down his will and surrender his life to Jesus. It's easier for man to work out his own salvation his own way than to rest in the Lord and allow HIM to purge pluck and burn every selfish motive and human agenda for God's agenda purpose and plan. Which is to lay down our life for another. Die to self. Just as our Lord Jesus did for us. 

Friday, April 17, 2015


The Seed of Abraham is Christ and His elect.

"Now to Abraham and his seed were the promises made. He saith not, And to seeds, as of many; but as of one, And to thy seed, which is Christ." Galatians 3:16
"For as many of you as have been baptized into Christ have put on Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise." Galatians 3:27-29


What about the promise of the land?

"And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom:
the rich man also died, and was buried;" Luke 16:22
"And said unto him, Get thee out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and come into the land which I shall shew thee. Then came he out of the land of the Chaldaeans, and dwelt in Charran: and from thence, when his father was dead, he removed him into this land, wherein ye now dwell. And he gave him none inheritance in it, no, not so much as to set his foot on: yet he promised that he would give it to him for a possession, and to his seed after him, when as yet he had no child." Acts 7:3-5
"By faith Abraham, when he was called to go out into a place which he should after receive for an inheritance, obeyed; and he went out, not knowing whither he went. By faith he sojourned in the land of promise, as in a strange country, dwelling in tabernacles with Isaac and Jacob, the heirs with him of the same promise: For he looked for a city which hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God.... These all died in faith, not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth. For they that say such things declare plainly that they seek a country. And truly, if they had been mindful of that country from whence they came out, they might have had opportunity to have returned. But now they desire a better country, that is, an heavenly: wherefore God is not ashamed to be called their God: for he hath prepared for them a city.Hebrews 11:8-16

What about an innumerable family?

"And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; And hast made us unto our God kings and priests: and we shall reign on the earth." Revelation 5:9-10
"After this I beheld, and, lo, a great multitude, which no man could number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues, stood before the throne, and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, and palms in their hands; And cried with a loud voice, saying, Salvation to our God which sitteth upon the throne, and unto the Lamb." Revelation 7:9-10

What about taking their enemies' gate?

"And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.Matthew 16:18
"But if I with the finger of God cast out devils, no doubt the kingdom of God is come upon you. When a strong man armed keepeth his palace, his goods are in peace: But when a stronger than he shall come upon him, and overcome him, he taketh from him all his armour wherein he trusted, and divideth his spoils." Luke 11:21-22
"For he must reign, till he hath put all enemies under his feet. The last enemy that shall be
destroyed is death
." I Corinthians 15:25-26
"Blotting out the handwriting of ordinances that was against us, which was contrary to us, and took it out of the way, nailing it to his cross; And having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it." Colossians 2:14-15

What about blessings on all the nations of the earth?

"By whom we have received grace and apostleship, for obedience to the faith among all nations, for
his name:" Romans 1:5
"But now is made manifest, and by the scriptures of the prophets, according to the commandment of the everlasting God, made known to all nations for the obedience of faith:" Romans 16:26
"And the scripture, foreseeing that God would justify the heathen through faith, preached before the gospel unto Abraham, saying, In thee shall all nations be blessed." Galatians 3:8
"And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; And hast made us unto our God kings and priests: and we shall reign on the earth." Revelation 5:9-10

But what about Jerusalem?

"For this Agar is mount Sinai in Arabia, and answereth to Jerusalem which now is, and is in bondage with her children. But Jerusalem which is above is free, which is the mother of us all." Galatians 4:25-26
"For he looked for a city which hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God." Hebrews 11:10
"But ye are come unto mount Sion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable company of angels," Hebrews 12:22
"For here have we no continuing city, but we seek one to come.Hebrews 13:14

Are only some Israelites the seed of Abraham?

"Jesus saw Nathanael coming to him, and saith of him, Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile!"John 1:47
"Not as though the word of God hath taken none effect. For they are not all Israel, which are of Israel: Neither, because they are the seed of Abraham, are they all children: but, In Isaac shall thy seed be called. That is, They which are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of God: but the children of the promise are counted for the seed.Romans 9:6-8
"And as many as walk according to this rule, peace be on them, and mercy, and upon the Israel of
" Galatians 6:16

Are only some Jews the seed of Abraham?

"They answered and said unto him, Abraham is our father. Jesus saith unto them, If ye were Abraham's children, ye would do the works of Abraham." John 8:39
"For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh: But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God." Romans 2:28-29
"I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan." Revelation 2:9
"Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee."Revelation 3:9

So Israel is a spiritual nation of elect Jews and Gentiles?

"Simeon hath declared how God at the first did visit the Gentiles, to take out of them a people for his name. And to this agree the words of the prophets; as it is written, After this I will return, and will build again the tabernacle of David, which is fallen down; and I will build again the ruins thereof, and I will set it up: That the residue of men might seek after the Lord, and all the Gentiles, upon whom my name is called, saith the Lord, who doeth all these things. Known unto God are all his works from the beginning of the world." Acts 15:14-18
"But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light: Which in time past were not a people, but are now the people of God: which had not obtained mercy, but now have obtained mercy." I Peter 2:9-10

But John Hagee supports the nation of Israel?

"Holding fast the faithful word as he hath been taught, that he may be able by sound doctrine both to exhort and to convince the gainsayers. For there are many unruly and vain talkers and deceivers, specially they of the circumcision: Whose mouths must be stopped, who subvert whole houses, teaching things which they ought not, for filthy lucre's sake.... Wherefore rebuke them sharply, that they may be sound in the faith; Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth." Titus 1:9-14

But Genesis 12:3 teaches blessings to Israel?

"And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed." Genesis 12:3
"And the scripture, foreseeing that God would justify the heathen through faith, preached before the gospel unto Abraham, saying, In thee shall all nations be blessed." Galatians 3:8
"Ye are the children of the prophets, and of the covenant which God made with our fathers, saying unto Abraham, And in thy seed shall all the kindreds of the earth be blessed. Unto you first God, having raised up his Son Jesus, sent him to bless you, in turning away every one of you from his iniquities.Acts 3:25-26

Is America great for having protected the Jews?

It is blessing and favoring Jesus Christ and His elect and the preaching of the gospel that brings God's blessings on a people, not sending military aid to Israel!



The true Jew was and is a spiritual child of God without regard to race (Rom 2:28-29; 9:24-26). These two verses could not be plainer. Physical genealogy is worthless and deceptive

Jesus boldly explained this problem to the Jews themselves (John 8:37,39,41,44). 

John the Baptist had already warned against false confidence in Abraham (Matt 3:9). 

Paul further identifies the true circumcision as spiritual as opposed to flesh (Phil 3:3). 

Outside of Jesus Christ, fleshly Jews are hated and lying Satanists (Revelation 2:9; 3:9). 

The Lord Jesus will bring them to worship Gentiles as the beloved of God (Rev 3:9). 

Rebuilding of the tabernacle of David was Gentile conversions (Amos 9:11-12; Acts 15:13-18). 

Scofield claims this is the most important dispensational passage in the New Testament. 

James defined the fulfillment of rebuilding David’s tabernacle as Gentile conversions. 

The kingdom and church of Jesus Christ is the promised son of Abram by Sarah (Gal 4:21-31). 

Paul enlightens us here with an allegory from Abraham’s two sons – Ishmael and Isaac. 

The fleshly union of Abraham and Hagar resulted in a son, but not the son of promise. The union of Abraham and Sarah also resulted in a son, but it was by spiritual promise. Believers are the accepted (though persecuted) heirs of promise by the freewoman. 

And those fleshly descendants of Abraham were rejected from any inheritance at all. 

The bondage of Hagar represents fleshly Israel; and Sarah’s heir represents believers. 

Jerusalem on earth is in bondage and has been rejected; our Jerusalem above is free. 

*And we should not be at all surprised at persecution from them born after the flesh*

The church of Jesus Christ is the spiritual fulfillment of everything of Israel (Heb 12:18-29). 

We have come to Mt. Zion, a city named Jerusalem, and the general assembly of Israel. 

All aspects of the heavenly kingdom gloriously come together in Jesus Christ (22-24). 

We’ve received this final kingdom of God where He is worshipped acceptably forever. 

And the former things – Israel after the flesh – has been taken away as only temporary. 

Peter also described this spiritual new nation of Israel as a complete replacement (I Pet 2:4-10). 

Believers in Christ are a spiritual house and holy priesthood with spiritual sacrifices. 

Observe that Israel after the flesh was appointed to their disobedience and stumbling. 

Believers – even Gentiles – are a royal priesthood, a holy nation, and the people of God. 

The hope of Israel (Acts 28:20) is not a future fleshly nation but the resurrection (23:6; 26:6-8). 

Gentile believers are the true Seed of Abram and inherit the promises (Gal 3:7,16-18,26-29). 

The promises made to Abraham were not to his descendants but to his Seed – Christ. 

The promises to Abraham were spiritual in nature and realized by us in Christ Jesus.

Isn’t it amazing how modern versions corrupt “seed” to “descendants” in Genesis? 

Shall we ascribe it to ignorance, stupidity, or deception they would deny themselves? 

In Christ Jesus there is no distinction of Jew and Greek. Why do they howl for one? 

If there is no Jewish distinction in Christ, then why create one for a future millenium? 

Even the land is ours, for *the land is the heavenly country and city built by God* 

The revelation of such a gracious mystery should cause thanksgiving and fear and zeal (Romans 11:18-22). 

Thursday, April 16, 2015


I have posted MANY atrocities done by my own country in America without trying to blame or deny the facts and I will do the same with any nation who spits in the face of God without batting an eye as they exalt their abominations in hopes they too will repent. Do you protect your children when they break the law? Hide deny and condone their illegal crimes? Even if they harm and kill others? Maybe you do but a true Holy Spirit filled believer will not. God punished Eli for this very thing! 1 Samuel 3:13. 

So why do people attack with bitter rage when light shines on Israel's abominations and not America's? If it's because you fear God will curse you then you are listening to the voice of the devil not Christ! because my God of Abraham Isaac and Jacob never says to support evil or ignore the oppressed. My God says to speak up for the oppressed, widows and orphans who have no voice no matter their address or religion.  Jesus speaks of a time He will send His angel of wrath to mark the foreheads of those who cry out against the abominations in the land. If you stand with and support the state of Israel (other than pray they repent and turn to Christ) you are standing in agreement with and supporting all the abominations therefore will not escape the wrath of God.  The state of Israel who many label as God's chosen, is the greatest deception on earth and most christians will suffer greatly for choosing to believe the lies fed to them by the Ichabod churches and dumb dog preachers. They will be shocked to learn those they thought were first will be last and vise versa…….Just as the Jews in Jesus day were.


Let's face it. If one really wanted the truth about Israel and Palestine they would feel shame embarrassment guilt sadness anger and anguish. That is if you are truly filled with a holy God.  If you are a name claimer only professing your adoption into God's Kingdom by mouth alone then you will be like most and support deny condone and ignore the ugly truth.  I have researched and read many personal testimonies from people who have been over in Gaza and surrounding areas and many of those were former Israeli soldiers. Another was an American, Rachel Corey. It is not propaganda that Israel is known for the greatest hot spot for yearly sodomite parades/celebrations and they are paving the way for legalizing homosexual couples to adopt around the world. It is not propaganda that children suffer horrible deaths in ways that will make your stomach turn. Should it matter where these people live or what religion they share? It doesn't matter to Jesus. He says to love your neighbor and enemies and stand up for the oppressed. Period. What is true religion according to God? NONE of us are innocent and all need to repent and get serious with God to know His will us. Not the law, not religion, not programs and retreats. But intimacy with The Savior because He is the only foundation that will stand in the coming storm and justice will be done against all who sit idly turning a blind eye to what God views as important. When Jesus returns will He be pleased with what talents you were given?

Wednesday, April 15, 2015


To all you Torah and Sabbath Day worshipers who love to berate and condemn others thinking they are doing themselves and God a favor; it's all in vain if you can't control of your vulgar lips. I've witnessed hate speech more among these groups than any other. There is no one righteous no not one and God will never listen to a prideful heart only those who know without Christ they are and can do nothing. God says no man is able to tame His tongue without complete surrender to the Holy Spirit so all your Torah keeping and piety is worthless and fit for hell if your tongue murders another with hate. Even if you keep all of the law IT'S ALL DONE IN VAIN AND FIT FOR HELL! The true hypocrite is one who thinks they are better than others while refusing to fall at the feet of Jesus daily surrendering all and begging for all dross (bitterness, hate, envy, pride) to be purged plucked and burned from their hearts and minds. Then having faith He WILL do it which will be evident by their speech and attitude towards others.  If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain

Monday, April 13, 2015


One gifted as a prophet will sound much different than one gifted as a pastor just as a healer will sound different than one gifted as evangelist. Does this mean we should berate and hate them? Rebuke or reject them? God forbid! If you do it is Christ you reject and deny since Christ has gifted them to do so! A prophet who calls out a nations abominations will be and always HAS been hated by those who love to defend sin; just as a healer will be sought after and accepted by the sick. It is God who ordains NOT man and when Christ Jesus is exalted instead of this world, man, woman, fame fortune or comfort you KNOW they are sent of God. 

The majority of the world are trading their birthright/inheritance for a measly bowl of soup just as Esau did. They want their kingdom NOW instead of the eternal smorgasbord to come! But didn't God choose Jacob and reject Esau while they were still in their mothers womb? Therefore, it mattered not what one man did but GOD who had mercy according to HIS will not man's. That's deep!


Jesus wants us to love our enemies more for OUR SPIRITUAL well being than for the sake of our enemies. He knew if we chose hate revenge and bitterness it would feed the flesh and quench the Spirit keeping us in bondage to satan's chains and tricks. The sickest thing I've heard from a christian was "kill for Christ!" Jesus came to give life!! Satan comes to kill and destroy. What does satan want to destroy? Our intimacy with the Father through the Son (CHRIST). Jesus said we have war because we desire what we don't have so we kill to get it. I wonder how different things in the Middle East and in our own families neighborhoods state and country would be if we took the advice of Jesus and loved our enemy instead of the advice of the devil by vengeful killing and destroying by word or deed? (however, love NEVER lies or goes against scripture)

I used to have much hate in my own heart for Obama and members of other religions (catholics, muslims, atheists) God has purged this hate from my heart. I had nothing to do with it other than ask the Holy Spirit to take me deeper into the Holy of Holies. This doesn't mean I don't hate their actions or want to yoke up with my enemies but I don't wish harm or destruction against them. (This also goes for those who hurt me in my past) God is ALWAYS in control allowing these things to play out for His purpose and plan. This kind of love is supernatural and allows Christ to manifest Himself to a lost parched world soon to be destroyed by the righteous King who sees and knows all with nothing hidden. Vengeance is the Lord's. He doesn't need man to fight His battles. Time is short. Will He find faith when He returns?

LUKE 18:7 And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them? I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?”

Friday, April 10, 2015


I used to have a dear sister like this. But we got separated by the Sword Jesus speaks of. I had to make a choice between God and my family. God and the dysfunctional lies manipulations and deceit. Between God and my dear sister whom I will always love and cherish in my heart forever. I guess she had to make a choice too. The truth or a lie. The light or darkness. Painful change or familiar comfort. Some settle for crumbs when they can have the whole cake. There is no turning back when we decide to follow our Lord Jesus and walk in His light of truth and love. But there is hope and I hope my dear sister comes to the light and learns to be set free of those heavy chains of bondage so many people fear leaving behind for a life eternally free.

The Importance of a Sister
by Spirit-led Christian Sisters
A sister is someone who loves you from the heart,
No matter how much you argue you cannot be drawn apart.
She is a joy that cannot be taken away,
Once she enters your life, she is there to stay.
A friend who helps you through difficult times,
Her comforting words are worth much more than dimes.
A partner who fills your life with laughs and smile,
These memories last for miles and miles.
When she is by your side, the world is filled with life,
When she is not around, your days are full of strife.
A sister is a blessing, who fills your heart with love,
She flies with you in life with the beauty of a dove.
A companion to whom you can express your feelings,
She doesn't let you get bored at family dealings.
Whether you are having your ups or downs,
She always helps you with a smile and never frowns.

With a sister you cannot have a grudge,
She is as sweet as chocolate and as smooth as fudge.
Having a sister is not just a trend,
It is knowing you can always turn to her, your best friend.

Tuesday, April 7, 2015


We are called to be cross bearers not sword bearers 
We are called to be peace makers not warmongers
We are called to love our enemies not kill and destroy them 
We are called to be humble and meek and poor in spirit=knowing without Christ (the Vine) we are nothing
Not strong willed high minded prejudice respecter of persons 
Does this mean we are to allow our children to be molested by priests and pedophiles?
Or allow husbands to beat wives to a pulp?
Or sit passively as our loved ones destroy themselves and others with their addictions, drugs and alcohol?
Or deny defend and condone wicked actions from evil doers?
God forbid!
We are NOT expected to sup with and yoke up with evildoers but can you show me where in God's word we are to kill them? Or pray for bloodshed, pay back evil for evil, become vengeful, mistreat maim kill or destroy whole villages?
God forbid!
Maybe in the Qur'an, Pat Robertson or John Hagee but my God says the exact opposite. So I ask you…Who's call are you answering to?  What spirit are you serving?  What spirit are you yielding to? What spirit are you manifesting? There are only 2. Christ or antichrist and Jesus made it very clear in the Sermon on the Mount what He expects from His followers which to man is impossible. It's supernatural and only those yielded to the Spirit of Christ will have power and ability to do so.  Jesus said the cross is necessary, the path narrow; and few will enter in.

Israel calls themselves God's chosen people/nation and billions of American christians support them even though they kill and torture thousands of innocent palestinian children all in the name of God. Jesus thinks the Palestinians deserve life. Jesus died for them too and loves them and wants them to come to HIM for life. God's children are to feel the same way. If you don't that makes you prejudice and no better than ISIS who wants to kill their enemy.  ISAIAH 65:1 I was sought by those who did not ask; I was found by those who did not seek Me. I said: Here I am, here I am, to a nation that was not called by My name. 

Friday, April 3, 2015


There are MANY christian extremists just as there are muslim extremists. Always has been always will be. Such as John Hagee and the millions who follow and support his warmongering antichrist spirit; denying Christ came to the Jews as the Messiah and chanting for war all in the name of GOD.  Those who support (CUFI) oppression and senseless bombings and murders towards their enemy are religious extremists and that would make most of the American christians who stand with the State of Israel religious extremists and no better than ISIS in their wicked prejudice religious self exalting hearts. Because Jesus Christ NEVER stood for that kind of religious spirit. Who do you worship? The ONLY religion our Father accepts is this: To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world. James 1:27

Thursday, April 2, 2015


When the finger gets cut the whole body hurts. When my brother bleeds I bleed. I speak of the BODY OF CHRIST. I have brothers and sisters both very young and old in Palestine that are being treated worse than animals by Israel and I feel the pain. God has put a burden on my heart for my brothers and sisters over there and I can't understand why more believers in Christ don't feel it or even want to speak about it. Instead they say Israel has the right to defend herself (their way not God's) and it's all biblical prophecy. Really? I see religious brainwashed hardened hearts who fear man more than God and are idolizing Israel instead of standing for Christ/Truth. Jesus Christ HATES injustice of any kind especially when HIS holy name is stamped on it.(like xmas) I guess I should just drop it and focus on my own walk with God as many keep telling me but I keep feeling the pain from those body parts I don't see. God knows I have surrendered all of myself to Him and nothing in the world means more to me than knowing His heart. Well, He's sharing His heart and it's EXTREMELY angry sickened and grievous over the treatment of His people in Palestine.They are NOT all muslims! Even the Israeli soldiers are speaking out over the inhumane treatment they are forced to do and live with but nobody wants to hear that. They say "stand with Israel no matter what". Why? So they can be blessed? WAKE UP! WAKE UP! JUDGEMENT IS AT THE DOOR!

Monday, March 30, 2015


My Jesus NEVER said to fight and kill for an earthly kingdom. Neither did He say fight evil for evil and wipe out our enemies killing even the innocent. Nor did He say to fear and hate. There are many gods who say this but not my Lord Jesus

I don't see many meek humble and lowly in spirit peace making believers today. I see mostly prideful high spirited strong willed warmonger "believers" who hate and murder not only their enemies but Gods own people with both words and deeds. These will not inherit the kingdom of God! The falling away has started and the antichrist is being revealed in the hearts of many who claim Christ yet deny Him with their wicked lying self seeking hearts.

The rapture + Armageddon =high minded war mongering brainwashed hateful fearful religious hypocrites. 

Just because I don't hate muslims does NOT make me antisemitic nor does it make me a supporter of terrorists. Check your own hearts for hate before you judge another. I'm simply obeying what my Father commands and all I share is what He puts on my heart to speak. God did warn me that most would show extreme hate for speaking truth just as they did to Jesus. I have no shame, only pity for those who reject His heart which is pure love.

Only those serving pagan gods feel the need to take matters into their own hands causing chaos and destruction. However, those who have faith in and serve the One True God Christ Jesus obey and trust in HIM to bring rightful vengeance upon the wicked and unbelieving

Deuteronomy 32:35
It is mine to avenge; I will repay. In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near and their doom rushes upon them."

1 Samuel 26:10
As surely as the LORD lives," he said, "the LORD himself will strike him, or his time will come and he will die, or he will go into battle and perish.

1 Samuel 26:11
But the LORD forbid that I should lay a hand on the LORD's anointed. Now get the spear and water jug that are near his head, and let's go."

Psalm 94:1
The LORD is a God who avenges. O God who avenges, shine forth.

Proverbs 20:22
Do not say, "I'll pay you back for this wrong!" Wait for the LORD, and he will avenge you.

Proverbs 24:29
Do not say, "I'll do to them as they have done to me; I'll pay them back for what they did."

Jeremiah 51:36
Therefore this is what the LORD says: "See, I will defend your cause and avenge you; I will dry up her sea and make her springs dry.

Romans 12:17
Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.

Ephesians 4:27
and do not give the devil a foothold.

1 Thessalonians 4:6
and that in this matter no one should wrong or take advantage of a brother or sister. The Lord will punish all those who commit such sins, as we told you and warned you before.

2 Timothy 4:14
Alexander the metalworker did me a great deal of harm. The Lord will repay him for what he has done.

Hebrews 10:30

For we know him who said, "It is mine to avenge; I will repay," and again, "The Lord will judge his people."

Friday, March 27, 2015


Duck Dynasty says convert them or kill them. Are these not the words of ISIS? They are obeying their father the devil; who are christians obeying when they say these things? According to scripture persecution IS GOING TO COME.  That is nothing to be feared when we are alive In Christ and dead to this world. God NEVER says to kill, fight back, retaliate, or pay back evil for evil.  Yet we have been doing this since the beginning of time. I hear more and more christians feeding on hate and fear and this is blasphemy against God's Kingdom! They retaliate against their enemies all in the name of GOD! BLASPHEMY! They are no better than the enemy by stooping down to their level relying on man power and wisdom instead of seeking God humbly and fearfully

The corporate media is riling you up! A citizen of Christ should speak out against the injustice of others no matter WHO it is; yet these whistle blowers get called traitors, bigots and God haters. Why? For obeying Jesus NEW commandment? How else shall all men know who our Father is???John 13:34-35 I see people crying out they are being persecuted shunned and hated but is it for righteous sake? Or is it because they are acting unjust and speaking hate towards their enemies? Is it because they are tearing down brethren with words, gossip, and actions? Or is it because they are staying true to their new identity in Christ. (Galations 5:22, Romans 8:5, Matt 5:44

We ALL (me included) need to repent and stay true daily  to our new identity in Christ who can only manifest Himself through a surrendered heart free from hate, bitterness, anger, prejudice, and envy. 

Tuesday, March 24, 2015


I don't see America being blessed today as it was long ago. The rate of broken families, homes, and dead church houses are way up as is abortion drug abuse and crime. Our leaders HATE God. (God raises up leaders and takes away) By blessing do you mean God hasn't blown us off the map yet? I know there are some who suffer severe abuse daily all over the world who would see death/destruction as a blessing. Those who fear God hate the condition of the world and yearn for God's judgement to bring repentance. Those who love the world say WE ARE BLESSED; GOD WONT DESTROY US. 
EZEKIEL 9:4 And the LORD said unto him, Go through the midst of the city, through the midst of Jerusalem, and set a mark upon the foreheads of the men that sigh and that cry for all the abominations that be done in the midst thereof.

Whenever God gave His people a land/territory He blessed them greatly when they feared and obeyed Him yet sent destruction and doom when they didn't. God ALWAYS demanded His people to destroy all idols and pagan temples in the land given to them or He would send punishment until they repented. Is Israel blessed today? Are they in constant battle with their enemies? Is America really blessing Israel by giving them unlimited $$? Since when did God say blessings must be monetary? Is Israel relying on God for their power and protection against their enemies or man power and weapons?  If your teenager was a crack addict would you see giving them unlimited $$ a blessing or a curse?  Sorry, I'm just thinking out loud. I am no history buff or religious theologian but what I do know about the God of Abraham, I'm confused about how America is "blessing" Israel today.  Christ is our only source of peace and that comes through repentance and preaching of the gospel not turning a blind eye to sin and injustice. Acts 1:8

I have no doubt our Lord will draw His people to Him in His perfect time and way and He always keeps His word/promises. But that should never excuse spitting in the face of God no matter who it is.It should cause us to grieve and mourn over their spiritual state because it grieves the Father to no end. I can feel it. 


What if you found out your son raped tortured and murdered a young girl? Would you stick up for him? Cover up the evidence? Ignore blame and deny to protect his reputation? We live in a fallen world and no country is without guilt so why do we stick up for and defend America when she is known for committing atrocities from her very beginning? Why do we defend Israel knowing full well the atrocities she commits? I call it the ostrich effect. People hide their ears and eyes from the truth but the truth is still truth and God WILL shed light on all dark places when it's time. Just because we accept and admit the truth doesn't mean we don't love or want what's best for those souls. I would still love my son if I found out he did those horrible deeds but I would never deny defend or lie about it. People don't repent until they ADMIT truth and usually that entails judgement and hitting rock bottom. Just as the Prodigal son. God didn't force him to return He ALLOWED him to suffer (took away all of his resources) and come to grips with the TRUTH. True love never lies. True love always wants what's best for the soul's eternal destiny. Allowing people to stay comfortable celebrating their sins is hate. (funding $$) Staying silent to evil is condoning and accepting evil. We can't judge our enemies sin while condoning our loved ones sin. It starts small and within (self, family, community, state, country, world) God says: If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land I don't see any healthy land today only wicked corrupt greedy and lost…..

Monday, March 23, 2015


I am a sister in Christ who is getting berated hated and rejected by my own kind because I speak against persecution vengeance and killing of human lives. By obeying God's word of "Love your Enemies" Bless those who curse you" I am labeled as a traitor and taking "sides" with the enemy. Because I stand with Jesus and all that HE stands for instead of claiming my allegiance to a flag, state, constitution, or country. A disciple of Christ is not to exalt or worship any flag or country but God's Kingdom. We are no longer citizens of the world but the Kingdom of God!

Once we are adopted into God's family we should be recognized by certain character traits…Gal 5:22-23. The body of Christ can't even have a pleasant conversation on Facebook anymore without fighting contention and division. The love of MANY has grown so cold and I hear much hate gossip and bitterness. I blame the media and mega churches for feeding the world this antichrist spirit of hate. I was SO guilty of this not long ago. Against those different from me. The illegal immigrants coming into our country, muslims that I pass by daily, even our own president. I had so much hate in my heart.  I've repented and I pray others will too. 

We are not called to worship countries leaders and flags…but to love people and share the gospel. We are called to be about our Fathers business. Leviticus 19:33-34  Stop exalting America and Israel!! Exalt God's Kingdom! John 13:34-35 

The well loved and known "Open your eyes People" prophetess Anita Fuentes is to be shunned. She claims "God's calling us to kick some ISIS ass-Get ready", she says. Jesus' followers are not to be known to wage war against ANYONE. We are to spread the gospel and share Christ/Truth. Our war is SPIRITUAL.  This woman's heart is far from Christ. This TERMINATOR mentality is not for a child of God. Where is our citizenship and allegiance? Heaven or this world?

Mega Pastor John Hagee is also a false prophet war monger who denies Jesus came as the Messiah for the Jews. According to God he is a liar and an antichrist. 1 John 2:22 You can hear him in his own words here. Please watch this video

Saturday, March 21, 2015


Ways to Tell If You're a Christian Zionist

If you answer YES to one or more of these questions you are not serving the Sprit of Christ but the spirit of man and need to repent. Many churches are grooming christians today to be warmongers. Jesus is against war, He says to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us. I can find nowhere in the NT that says otherwise. To be against war doesn't mean to support condone or take "sides" with the enemy or evil. This same spirit of man/religion is the same spirit that chanted "crucify Him!" and those who stand against this spirit of man will be faced with much hate and ridicule especially from the religious crowd who claim we must support and defend the state of Israel at all costs or face God's curse/wrath. 

Does the United States enjoy a special relationship with God that other nations don’t have?

Is the Christian’s sword anything but the word of God?

Does the Bible command any Christian to kill any adherent of a false religion?

Does the Bible command any Christian to go on a crusade against Muslims?

Does "obeying the powers that be" mean that Christians should always do anything and everything the government says?

Does the Bible say that anyone other than God should receive unconditional obedience?

Is it okay for Christians to participate in U.S. government wars just because God commanded the Jews in the Old Testament to go to war?

Does the Lord approve of everything the U.S. government does?

Does the Lord approve of everything the government of Israel does?

Is being patriotic more important than being biblical?

Is the Republican Party the party of God?

Is it more scriptural for a Christian to be in the military than in the ministry?

Does God need America’s help to protect Israel?

Does God need the U.S. military to maintain order throughout the world?

Is the U.S. military a godly institution?

Is the CIA a godly institution?

Did God command the United States to build over 1,000 foreign military bases?

Did God command the United States to station troops in over 150 countries?

Does God always approve of U.S. foreign policy?

Is it biblical that churches send more soldiers to the Middle East than missionaries?

Did God appoint the United States to be the world’s policeman?

Does the New Testament command churches to hold special military appreciation days?

Does the New Testament command churches to glorify the military on the Sunday before national holidays?

Have U.S. wars always been just, right, and good?

Are all Muslims terrorists?

Was every Iraqi and Afghan killed by the U.S. military a terrorist?

Does the New Testament encourage Christians to wage war against anyone or anything but the world, the flesh, and the devil?

If you are a Christian and answered in the affirmative to one or more of these questions, then I understand why you are an imperial Christian. Repent  If you love Jesus Christ and the gospel please watch this short 17 minute video. 

Thursday, March 19, 2015


The Apple of God's eye are scattered all over the world NOT just in Israel. Even in Iran and palestine; all over the world are children of Abrahams seed (Christ) …..Jesus Christ died for muslims too you know.

Jesus is the ONLY way to salvation;the door to the Father. John Hagee brings mormons into his church to preach about Israel, but chrislam he rejects. Is there a difference? NO. They both are headed for hell. He said it's a waste of time to preach to the Jews because they have their own covenant with God. WHAT? 75 million this man makes from his blind followers. Mr. Hagee says it pointless to "Target" Jews by preaching repentance to them….Does Israel need the gospel or $$$$? The gospel or more Rallies? What would true love do? People need to snap out of their blind religion, stop following man and seek Jesus/Truth!!

Any pastor (John Hagee) who supports the idea that America should bomb Iran is working for satan not Christ Jesus. Is it not our Lord who said "Vengeance is Mine?" "Love Your Enemies?" Pray for those who persecute you?" No true follower of Jesus should entangle themselves in politics and warmonger leaders. (I see so many "christians" supporting war and killings of innocent lives because their skin color and religion is different. That kind of spirit is antichrist) True God fearing men of old ALWAYS relied on God's power and wisdom to fight their enemies not man power. Our battles today are spiritual not flesh and blood. God's Kingdom is not of this world!!!

Sunday, March 15, 2015


How would you feel If you knew your spouse left the house each and every morning to spend the day with her secret lover (your worst enemy) only to come home demanding dinner, love, affection and protection? Would you want to share your heart with your spouse, giving them their hearts desire, comfort, and intimacy? God will not share His heart with a harlot either! Only those who are faithful and true knowing nothing else gives them the satisfaction He does. This is the heart that will hear from God and will be given Spiritual eyes and ears to see the deception so thick even the elect may be deceived to believe a lie. Turn to your first love and remain faithful.

God has been opening my eyes lately to this deception called Zionism and the truth about the state of Israel today. I used to think this was all conspiracy theory but with much prayer and study I believe this to be truth and the majority of christians today are deceived into believing a lie which is why true intimacy with Christ is our only hope of escaping the deception and lies that are all around us. Even the food we eat today is a lie and if you do your research and pray humbly for Jesus Christ to open your eyes and ears He will answer your prayer because God yearns to reveal Himself to those with humble hungry hearts for Truth/Jesus. 

Please watch this video if you love Jesus Christ and His people~

My daughter recommended this movie to me and I highly recommend to all. Another deception most don't want to know about or admit to. Only the truth sets us free~

Saturday, March 14, 2015


Human love depends upon circumstance, feelings and moods. Godly love remains stedfast no matter our circumstances, feelings or moods. It’s so easy to feel loving kindness and affection towards someone who’s friendly and kind when we’re in a good mood and nothing is weighing us down. But what if we are experiencing much turmoil and our world is falling apart or the person is being rude and hateful to us? Does our faith and love towards God change when we are in a storm? Luckily for us God changes not and remains faithful and loving even when we don’t. Agape love is the kind of love our Father expects His children to have towards others and the only chance of that happening is when we live for and surrender all to Christ Jesus. Human love is worthless self gratifying and changes with the wind.   


The cross is not a failed marriage, health issue or a financial/job loss. The cross=death to self. The world hates Jesus so it was not the world who Jesus was speaking to but his church when He said we must take up our cross and follow Him. To those who are hell bound the cross sounds stupid severe and senseless. But to those who live for Jesus view the cross as the only remedy to freedom. They KNOW they must die daily in order to remove all and any veils that prevent deep intimacy with Jesus which hinders His Holy Spirit from flowing into a dry and thirsty world full of lost sheep. #pride #selfpity #bitterness #anger #lust #envy #selfdefensivness ##selflove #praise #flattery ##ego


In order to truly love others with Christ's love we must first love and surrender all to God. It is in this surrendered life that God ordains us to live and do as we were created to do since before the beginning of time. It then becomes a mission of obedience to God instead of working up our own sweat blood and tears to win this spiritual war. Those who try tripping us up and reject our God given assignment are no longer stumbling blocks because we know it is not about us but about Christ Jesus. It's a war between God and His enemies fighting for the sake of souls. It's not this life but the next we are working for and building up. This is the ONLY way we are able to love our enemies and bless those who curse us. If it's about us and living, working, and walking in the flesh we will fail by reacting to the lies and darts of the enemy. The seed must die for the harvest to grow abundantly. Matthew 22:37-39, John 15:15-17, John 12:24, James 4:8

Thursday, March 12, 2015


Jesus said the majority of the world are going to hell and few will make it to heaven. He also said most are going about there own business thinking more of this world and it's pleasures and good times than Christ and His Kingdom just as in Noah's day. VERY few are going to escape God's wrath. Only those who are seeking Jesus daily and living for Him. Those who have given up their will and desires for the will of the Father will be saved. We are told to work hard to make sure we are saved and not headed for hell. How many have their minds set on Jesus vs. the world and all of it's distractions? According to Jesus, very very few. Most will try to enter in but it will be too late for them and they will wish for all eternity in hell they had listened. NOBODY knows the day or the hour…but it will come unannounced and unexpected. WAKE UP.

Monday, March 9, 2015


I died and came back to life in September 2011. Some people claim to have had an out of body experience while their hearts stopped for a time. But my heart didn't stop and it was no out of body experience. It was the day Christ claimed me as His own and brought me into His bosom. I didn't see a bright light of Holy Ghost fire come down upon me, but I had new eyes and ears. I saw things so differently even the colors and everyday things around me more beautiful and alive. I saw people in a whole different light and wanted to throw away the mask I hid behind my entire life. I no longer wanted to smoke and drink although it took a couple months for the Lord to rid me completely of them. 

At the time I didn't know what was happening and it scared me how bold and honest I was becoming with myself and those around me. I started shedding light on the ugly dark corners and people scattered in anger and hate. Especially my birth family. It wasn't until Jan. of 2012 I realized I had become born again. I remember sitting at work on my downtime searching Bible verses on my phone like crazy. I no longer wanted to sit and feed on office gossip and drama so kept to myself which didn't go over too well. 

I wrote this poem in early 2014 and to some it may seem cold dark unloving and mentally unstable; but it's complete truth from the heart that can't be hidden. When the new birth takes place we must yield to the work of the Holy Spirit within and not fear or quench Him. It's the only way a Holy God can shine through mere man. Complete trust and obedience. Surrendering all and letting Him love others through us and God's love is nothing like the world's love. I no longer fret over what the future holds but I know it's going to be good because we serve a gracious, loving, merciful God and that is where we must put all hope because HIS love for us and our loved ones is far greater than ours could ever be.

Apr 19, 2014
In God's eyes

Is it wrong for my mind to be consumed with God?
Seeking Him in His Word and in others like me?
Speaking of Him always to those I love?
Only to get ridiculed, mocked, and judged?
The great faith heroes of my time~Wilkerson and Tozer
Only confirm feelings of my adoration and love for God and indifference to the world
Love to the world is not as God loves
True pure love is giving all of self for the Will of the Father
I have surrendered all I know
Every thought, want, desire and purpose I've given it all to God
For HIm to do with as HE wants
Studying His Word fills me up more than any earthly food or pleasure
My heart cries for more of Him and what He has to offer
The storms of life is where I find Jesus most vibrant and near
I can't go a minute without speaking to Him in my heart
Am I too much in love with God?
Is it wrong to want to speak about nothing else?
It only causes fights and tension with those I love
So I sit in silence listening to cheap talk
Asking forgiveness in my heart for my lack of understanding
How anything in life can mean more to them than God
Because I once was just that way~normal
But God took hold of me and turned me not just around but upside down
Do I go backwards to fit in with those I love?
Compromising my love for God to give them peace of mind?
I can't I won't I'd rather shrivel up and die
Why no biblical account of women leaving all for our dear Lord?
Is this only a journey for men of God?
Is it evil for a woman to trust her children into the hands of Almighty God?
Only to give her life to serve God by feeding the poor in Spirit?
Is it a sin for a woman of God to desire a man of God?
Who's only concern is to do the will of God?
Would God call a woman out for His eternal purpose?
If it's not written can it mean no?
What is it God desires most?
A pure heart
One that is honest loyal and giving of itself 
To Himself
This is the willing heart so rare a find
Would God want this heart to fall away from Him
To be kept in a box~fitting the worlds mold of normal?
My heart breaks at the thought
For it has been taken and I don't want it back
I want my heart in the hands of my Maker
I'd rather Him smash it and sweep it away
Than to keep it on a shelf away from the world
Never to be used for His great purpose
To spread out the gift He has gifted into me
I want it to fly wherever He needs

Can one love God too much?